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Aug. 19th, 2006 | 01:58 am

i haven't posted in a while.
hmm.
school is amazing, i swear.
except for a few teachers.
yet i can't help to think that everyone and everything is falling apart.

i got my phone confinscated (???) today.
people are lying.
getting annoyed by other friends.
backstabbers.
gossip whores.

Degrassi makes me feel better.

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Aug. 3rd, 2006 | 12:29 am

mm.
summer's almost over.
yipee.
summer is far too boring for me.

there isn't much to say.
so this entry is pretty much pointless.

i should find a life.

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heartbeats

Jul. 27th, 2006 | 11:31 pm

i just love it.
when people say others are posers because of a song they like.
hyprcrite rly?

myspace is getting boring.

 

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i've been dying to say this to you

Jul. 20th, 2006 | 12:57 am

drama drama drama.
it makes me sick
i don't know why i take part in it.
i suppose it's because people piss me off and i want to piss them off.
i can't explain it.


hopefully people will get the fuck over themselves.


today was good.
texas.
fo sho.
cousins.
bowling.
pretty sweet.

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Jul. 17th, 2006 | 03:05 am

I always seem to find myself doing something i shouldn't be.
and i know that there are others things to be done.
i just don't do it though.
i think i have a problem.


Texas tomorrow.
13 hours of sitting on my butt.
excitment.

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Jul. 15th, 2006 | 11:49 pm

I just love hate mail.
It really shows how cool people are over the internet.
"I can fuck up your face, bitch"
that's fascinating, trying to threaten me.
What could you do?
Virtually kick my ass?
I'm scared.

Send it.
One click.
It's all over.
For those of you who have.
Congradu-fucking-lations.


Summer is a bore.
I want school.
Nothing like expanding your vocabulary.

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Jul. 14th, 2006 | 04:10 am

I just love the boards.
I love how they keep me awake until 6:00 and cause me to wake up and do the same thing all over again.
Boards have these kind of effects on people.

I'l extremly bored.
I miss school.
I miss Jenna.
I miss throwing Jell-O

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Jul. 12th, 2006 | 02:22 am
music: Taking Back Sunday

I'm kind of tired 
yeah, but i am not going to sleep.
for the restless world needs a superhero.
Not that there are any.
But...whatever.
I don't know what I'm saying.

Cats scare me.
i'm afraid of the dark.
And....i don't like twinkies.
I guess I'm unamerican.
right?
Not that I am anyways..
my god.
i'm an idiot



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Jul. 11th, 2006 | 11:43 pm

I love fake Brendon Uries.
They're so amusing.
'I didn't know I'd get these many IM's. I don't even know who this Brendon guy is."
Haha.
Pathetic.

I miss school just a little bit.

I miss friends just a little bit.

I miss my wife just a little bit.

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Jul. 11th, 2006 | 02:04 am

<SMALL>People are wierd.
Just wierd.
It worries me.

'oh ma gah what a poser'
bahahaha what a fucking hypocrite.
it amuses me too.
ex: I liked panic! at the disco way before you did. I was one of their 1st friends on myspace.
Since when did myspace matter so much?
I must've missed the memo.

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So I did.

Jul. 10th, 2006 | 09:13 pm

Started a slash story.
I love them.
what can i say?
They make a teenage girl's mind race.
as mine.

i'll post it soon.

maybe.

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laugh all you want.

Jul. 10th, 2006 | 12:22 am


Something that makes sense.
for once.

"Your first love never dies"
-the notebook.


this is true.


but..is love breaking up with someone on myspace?
is love not having the guts to do it in person?
must be so.

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pirates life for me.

Jul. 9th, 2006 | 01:56 am
music: Uranus.

saw pirates of the carribean.
how ever you spell it.
i didn't think it was all that great.

anyways.
i miss people.
i want to hang out.
i need plans.

i need starbucks and sushi.
that's what i need.

that'll make my da..er..night?
no.
morning better.
after a kajillion years of trying to figure out photoshop.
i still can't get it.
i'm a failure.

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what if.

Jul. 8th, 2006 | 01:34 am
music: Carrie Underwood.

I hate the fact that there are so many what if's in life.
what if i don't find love.
what if i'm 749674367 and still a virgin.
what if Uranus explodes!
it all seems sort of surreal to me.
what if..
life had an away message.
like on the internet.
i wish it did.

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sitting waiting wishing.

Jul. 7th, 2006 | 11:12 pm
music: The Format

i want a vbf.

today was amazing.
getting stalked at the pool by sandwich boy, and i still don't know his real name.
then superman.
it was a great movie, i swear.
faking butt chins.
priceless.
love it.


i need someone to talk to.
and i should find a life, that's not on myspace, nexopia, here, or on the boards.
but i love the boards.
and myspace.
and here and there and everywhere.

i don't know what i'm saying.

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rain rain go away

Jul. 7th, 2006 | 12:55 pm
music: panic! at the Disco

Great day for a picnic.
only there's going to be a thunderstorm
yay.
picnic's canceled for all i know.
going to the cove.
schlitterbahn's better though.
i feel sick.
i swear the lady at olive garden poisened me.

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100 questions are pretty cool if you answer them truthfully.

Jul. 7th, 2006 | 02:50 am

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
on my left arm, running into the storage shed thing.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
pictures. paint. mirror. calendar. etc etc.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
uhh...it's a kyocera soho and...it's red pinkish with black scribbled hearts. fo sho.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
indie. rock. alternative.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
six something.
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
for the night to be over. i wish tomorrow was here. i want to hang out with the one i am married to and hang out with the best friend.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
school. as wierd as it sounds.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
life.
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
vanilla. watermelon. roses.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
not really.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
yeahh.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
fantasy.
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE/same SEX?
uhh....kinda in their eyes. fo sho.
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
no where. too young.
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
energy drinks.
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese.
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
nothing. i'm not hungry at 2:56
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
madre.
20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
not fluently
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE (OF THE OPPOSITE/same SEX) EVER GAVE YOU ?
uhh...a flower. shizzle.
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
yes.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
just tell them. life is too short for holding back.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
uranus
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
neither. kthnx.
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
tori. indeed.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
big egos.
33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S.?
uhh...no
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
that's something i haven't figured out yet.
37. FIRST JOB?
....nothing. i never worked.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
mhm.
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
trying to sleep.
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i would never get plastic surgery.
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
because i have nothing else to do.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
i don't know. just...stuff.
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
nothing. i don't drink. kthnx.
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a llama
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
probably. for the fact that my grandma's name is Maryann.
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
yes. it's fun wishing on something that is so bizzare you know for a fact it won't come truw.
48. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE FINGER?
i don't have one..
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
probably a week ago.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no. it's messy.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
uh. i don't know.
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
yes. you don't need to know them.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
hilar duff. it's just not on a shelf.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i suppose.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
they really shouldn't, but they do.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
i have secks.
no not really.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
uh. i don't know.
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
yeah.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
barbies.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yeah. and my sister steals it.
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
indeed.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
someone i can be comfortable with. too bad i don't like dating.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
mar [mare]
68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
i just...take my shoes off.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
cake batter. indeed.
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
bright green, yellow, orange.
73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
a couple.
74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
my wife.
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
no.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the tv.
77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
chicken pasta.
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
tori. only not really. i talked to her through telepathy.
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/same SEX?
that they're the opposite sex.
80. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
the five two oh.
81. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?
uh..nothing really.
82. FAVORITE DRINK?
tab. fo sho.
83. FAVORITE JOKE?
uh. i don't know.
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
softball.
85. HAIR COLOR?
black
86. EYE COLOR?
honey brown.
87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
when i need them.
88. SIBLINGS?
uno.
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
october
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yeahh.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
parental control.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
my day.
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
indeed i am.
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter.
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both.
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS
neither. but if i had to, relationships.
97. WHO DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE?
no one.
98. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU MACKED IT WITH IN THE PAST YEAR?
what the llama is mack?
99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
nothing. i need a new one to read.
summer reading.
mhm
100. WHERE DO YOU WORK?
work? no. i go to school.
mhm

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love is a battlefield. this is true.

Jul. 7th, 2006 | 12:00 am
music: Panic! at the Disco. fo sho.

he's the reason i can't love.
i blame him.
i hope he knows what he's caused.

but i miss him
days of laughing.
duct tape.
medics.
crabs.
then came valentines day.
was amazing.
8 days after that
he broke my heart on myspace.

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fun fun

Jul. 6th, 2006 | 11:42 pm

so here i am.
sitting bored.
listening to The Format.
they're amazing.
i swear.
just got one of these live journals.
got a nexopia too.
i need friends.
everyone's not here.
i miss them.
summer stinks.

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